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Most vampires claim to be born into vampirism. I was turned. Although i am skeptical of those who claim to be born, i cannot call them fake's or wannabe's.
I did not start off as a goth or a donor, in fact i was pretty much clueless as to the vampire world.
*Anastacia

Are you brave enough?

Do you really want it?

Step Into The Dark That Is The Light!

Hi my name is Sarah,and im 13.I no that i may be young but i'v always wanted to be a vamp since i was like6 years old.See in elementry school i didn't have any friends and all of the kids would tease me because i like vamps,but i didn't care what they said.This was my first year in high school and i hate it cause i have no friends,and no one to talk to.Im always home alone and i live with my aunt and she dosen't let me go anywhere.If im not at home than im at school and if im not at school than im at home.My family told me on this one christmas eve when i was 8 years old that i didn't belong in the family and that really did hurt.See i love vampires so much that my favuorite animal are bats.If i evr see someone harm an bat i would harm them back like i did to my brother when he had hurted a bat i broke hos arm well i have nuthing to say but i have nuthing else to live but my love for being a vampire that i'v always wished to be ever since i could remember.So please help and turn me into one.

Hello Sarah, I am a 36 year old man with NO business writing to a 13 year old, but one line in your note compelled me to respond. I am alone in my thoughts and feelings as well. I have been coming to these boards in the last few years or so to seek clarity in my problem. I interact with no one and I don't get involved, your the first so here I go.
I was a sailor for many years and have been to every country you can imagine, I don't know when it happened but at some point after to many "I cant remember what happened last night" episodes I felt changes within me. I love the night and never sleep. My favorite drink is wine but it never satisfies me. My mouth drools when I see blood, I never attempt to drink others but ravage my own when I get a cut or scrape. I have acquired insight that is uncanny, I see the simplicity in complex things. I can witness something that a perfect stranger does and for some reason I know why he or she has done it. Now for the hard part. I'm hard to hurt, I was in the gulf war, Bosnia and Somalia. I've been hit and pummeled with everything a person can attack me with and my bones wont break and my skin penetrates little. Do I share a common disease with others? I don't know. Thats why I come to these boards, to try and find answers. I never believed in vampires but if I find answers to my problems by coming to these sites then I will believe. Its hard to be Exiled, and I'm assuming you are too. I have found that when I like someone they like me as well, all I have to do is give a certain look and talk a certain way and I would sware I put a spell on them, but when I avert my attention I don't think they like me too much, does this happen to you? If I am a vampire, the victim of a "night one's" kiss from some foreign port then I wish the change would complete so I can at least come to grips with what I am, but for now my world is a daze and I am outcast with anger and hate always consuming me. I wish to help you but can only do it with simple advice. Don't follow this path. Some are intrigued by vampirism, but if it is what is inflicting me then I tell you it is a world of a very dark mind. Ask yourself, Where do I want to be in 20 years? When you answer that question, concentrate on that goal instead. To those who want this, don't know the implications and hardships that it brings, it is a devastating thing to be and it outcasts you.
Your life has just begun child, and every possibility is available to you, find something in the light for my dark is absence from it, and in 20 years perhaps you will thank me,,, at least I pray so.

The Exiled Keeper